How would you know???

How would you know if I had left this world...but no one noticed it???

How would you know if your friend is back-stabbing you?

How would you know if something really precious to you is gone??

How would you know if you love someone...???

How would you know if I had left this world...but no one noticed it???


All this things keep spinning in my head...I always wonder...what happen if i'm gone all in the sudden...and no one notice...


Or maybe I might be hurting someone's feeling but I never notice it???

Guilty pours over me as I think of this...what if I had commited a very big sin...not even god will forgive???Or maybe worst...hurt a persons feeling...


How would you know if your friend is back-stabbing you???


Who knows..as they say...your best friend might be your enemy...but I don't really belive that...



When I was 8 I remember I had a friend who was in the sane class with me...we were very close...until one day...All doors are opened...All darkness begin to emerged...All...trust...and...hope...were begining to fall...



I found out that all my stuff and money was stolen by her...the same girl I used to belived and trust turns out to be the one holding the knive behind me...



We laugh...we played silly things...we cry...we talk bout stuffs...BUT in the end...It all turns out to be a fake happy ending...


How would you know if something precious to you is gone???

All this time...we take things forgranted...not knowing what is happening in the real world...It's like a bird in a cage...

Never knowing how the sky would looked like...But...if we see a frog in a well...what is the first thing it would look at when it looked up???

Yes...the sky...sometimes we forget that the most inportant people,animals and our self are gone...once when they are gone...than only we'll realize something missing..A missing puzzle...

As I first lost my pet..I than realize...something is missing..missing not in my mind...but rather...my heart...

How would you know if you love someone???
Ever seen a garden full of blooming flowers???Imagine the bright colours coming to life...

Yes...thats almost the same feeling you'll get whan you meet a special person...

Or is it???love don't always turn out what you want it to be...What do I know about love???

Well...nothing!!!Think of this...what is the first thing that comes to your mind when you see this word???>>LOVE<<

I'm sure you'll think of a loving...romantic couple right??I tought there are many kinds of love??Like love towards nature...love towards your pet and so on...

But the most curious thing I wanna know most is...well...love...we tell our love ones we love them...but do you say what you mean???Even I can say "I love you"not knowing the meaning...

So...how would you know that you love someone???Simple...is that feeling in youe heart that feels like going ka-boom!!!A feeling you never felt be for...

Or is it???That last chapter will always remain a mystery..